I say...

tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61062062011-04-22T04:08:40.367+08:00I say...jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comBlogger2721100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1170401830166762412007-02-02T15:22:00.000+08:002007-02-02T15:37:10.196+08:00

It's amazing how much influence your physical well-being has on your emotions and mind. I feel SO much better these few days. I am back on the peeing drug so I don't feel so swollen and bloated anymore but I seriously think God has something to do with it:) My 60 fold is here. So yeah my doctor and my uncle really think I should get a pace-maker and I'm not getting my period (hasn't happened

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1169365811126976382007-01-21T15:36:00.000+08:002007-01-21T15:50:11.143+08:00

It has been a rough start to the semester. I'm constantly irritated with the failings of others and myself (I feel that people let me down and I let others down etc), frustrated, dissatisfied and I have developed a strange aversion towards socialising. I try not to meet people lest I say something nasty unwittingly or appear uncommunicative which is horribly annoying I know. As it is, people have

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1168267473899528252007-01-08T22:25:00.000+08:002007-01-08T22:44:33.916+08:00

When you're stuck in some sort of rut, it's good to talk to people who are older than you or to complete assholes like Huang Shiqi. They kinda put things in perspective in a way. No self-pity shit and suggestions are offered.I wished I had a tight-knitted group of friends in PS like jh's econs peeps. Xiang Jun, Yiqi and Shaz are great but they are all my old friends. I don't make new close

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1167912421377017562007-01-04T19:51:00.000+08:002007-01-04T20:07:01.400+08:00

People say how you spent new year's eve would be how you'd spend the rest of the year. Let's see...what did I do on new year's eve? Oh i watched TV and slept. Hahahahaha:) I am so amused. But church service that day was great. It was the morale booster I needed. The later part of 2006 was frustrating health-wise but Pastor said clearly at some point in the service that someone with a heart

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1166454939134004072006-12-18T22:45:00.000+08:002006-12-18T23:15:39.786+08:00

Christmas is coming. I sure as well hope I get my Chrismukkah miracle:)Today's trip to the SGH's heart transplant clinic was like an out-of-body experience. I do not, and I say this by the grace of God, ever want to get a transplant or a pacemaker or whatever shit they think I'm on the path to getting. And I'm sorry if I keep harping on my heart condition. I am not seeking attention or anything.

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1166022455457628152006-12-13T22:50:00.000+08:002006-12-13T23:09:41.583+08:00

Today was one of the most wonderful birthdays I've ever had and I want to thank a few people even though it's cheesy:)jh, andy and rohai:For celebrating my birthday with me. Had the standard japanese cuisine before heading down to Haggen Daaz where I was pleasantly surprised by a bevy of HD staff singing me a birthday song with a cake in tow. Of course, I have to thank jh's mom for the strawberry

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1165510041710055122006-12-08T00:38:00.000+08:002006-12-08T00:47:21.733+08:00

For some strange reason, the exams always take a huge toll on me physically despite the fact that I try to take it easy. It's like my life energy is sapped up in tandem with my pen ink. Oh and I am now very certain that NUS folks are weird. Like that guy in my War and Southeast Asia class. He had to demonstrate that he was very well-prepared for the exam which was really lousy for me because I so

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1163433364305886672006-11-13T23:52:00.000+08:002006-11-13T23:56:04.346+08:00

If people want to engage in PDA, they should seriously do it 'gently' for lack of a better word. Today, i saw this friend of mine in school with her boyfriend. They were tugging each other and pushing back and forth. Alarmed at what I thought was physical abuse, I was about to go over to do sthg when I realised that they were actually being affectionate. Sheesh.

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1162397749955096732006-11-02T00:02:00.000+08:002006-11-02T00:16:50.986+08:00

Went to see my cardio today because I've been feeling breathless recently:( I must admit that I have never felt as scared as I do now since I had heart failure 3 years ago. It's so easy for everybody to say don't worry, have faith, you'd be fine etc. I know that too but everytime sthg like this crops out, I get really upset and I wonder when God will ever get me out of this rut.Dr Lau( My cardio)

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1162348501675181352006-11-01T10:28:00.000+08:002006-11-01T10:35:01.690+08:00

Ok correction correction. The one whom I thought was Jodie Foster is not Jodie Foster. So Jodie is not so hot after all. hahahaha shows you how much attention I pay during history class. Never liked the history dept anyway except for Brian Farrell:)I want to learn hebrew!I think I'm burnt out which is not very good. Ooooh my mom checked out the prices for stationary bikes! 600 bucks. Not too bad:

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1162222535814990452006-10-30T23:32:00.000+08:002006-10-30T23:35:35.853+08:00

Something's wrong with blogger *frowns*Till today, I had no idea that Jodie Foster was sooooo HOT when she was young. Gave me a shock especially after Panic Room and Flightplan.Holidays!!!!!! Where are you???!!! SOB. Come to mama!!!!

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1162114227374743342006-10-29T17:24:00.000+08:002006-10-29T17:30:27.396+08:00

Essay due tomorrow and I haven't started a sentence. Well done Jolene. I don't know why this semester has been so busy. I've got an essay due tomorrow, another one on Fri and another two the following monday and thursday. Argh. NUS is out to kill me, I swear.I have set my mind on surviving and recovering first. What's the use of having a measly second upper but shitty health. I don't care alr.

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1162027450277576932006-10-28T17:16:00.000+08:002006-10-28T17:24:10.293+08:00

I have renewed my love for Survivor. Survivor Cook Islands is damn exciting! Screw racial lines. The Asian-Americans are so kicking ass. And is Yuls cute or what?! Standford grad and all that. Sexy man.St louis Cardinals won the MLB world series this morning. hehehe:)I'm watching way too much tv.These few days I've been feeling abnormally tired and I'm scared shitless that I would have a relapse.

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1161791747550694162006-10-25T23:42:00.000+08:002006-10-25T23:55:47.603+08:00

After discussing it with Kah Ming, I have decided to invest in a stationary bike. So ah soh rite but heck la, I don't want to die early:( Anybody wants to contribute to my bike fund?Yesterday i was watching tv when my mom walked into the room. "ooi, Miss singapore idol" she said. For a moment, my heart skipped a beat. Finally, my mom recognises that she has such a talented and gorgeous daughter.

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1161190504222713262006-10-19T00:44:00.000+08:002006-10-19T00:55:04.246+08:00

I am persipiring profusely again and it's not because of the heat. It's that damn book review. 6 pages but I am still stumped. I have never done a CRITICAL analysis of a book before. I had to go online to find guidelines to write book reviews and realised that whatever shit I have written so far just don't cut it. I feel horrible. SOB. Plus I realised that class participation is 15%! Shucks, I

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1161085319962049512006-10-17T19:35:00.000+08:002006-10-17T19:41:59.976+08:00

The weather is so frigging hot. I have been perspiring profusely for weeks:( I wish I was a boy so I can strut around the house shirtless. My clothes are soaked. Argh.I finally finished my mother of a book.I don't understand what's going on in the Godfather part 2 and I have to post sthg on the forum about it. Sighhhhhh Mafia movies are so not my thg.Xj told me two very funny blonde jokes today.

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1160586112768417362006-10-12T00:52:00.000+08:002006-10-12T01:03:41.733+08:00

My great-grandmother passed away and my grandma has been behaving strangely probably because she's so affected by it. My grandma is now weaker physically and mentally than a few years back. She has these mental lapses where she suddenly doesn't know what's going on and she can't really walk properly now. I am really scared. I'm terrified that my grandparents (all 4 of them) will die one day and I

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1160485466011335582006-10-10T20:57:00.000+08:002006-10-10T21:04:26.056+08:00

I am tired and sick of life. I absolutely abhor sharing library resources with the rest of the school. NUS makes me a selfish bitch and I hate it. I have to do these shitty presentations and I hate it. I have to come up with arguments to sound clever and counter my "peers" and I hate it. I hate them all. Senseless aruguments with egoistic people who thk the world is at their feet just because

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1160216300401003042006-10-07T18:08:00.000+08:002006-10-07T18:18:20.416+08:00

The haze is incredibly bad for me. Where are the environmental NGOs?Had Mexican dinner with andy yesterday and he is right. It's so liberating to just stop worrying about my studies. I read all these blogs and they boast about how much they have done or how good their results are but you know what, I don't care anymore. I'll just do what I can, and God will make sure it's ok. It's soo difficult

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1160060255261781202006-10-05T22:44:00.000+08:002006-10-05T22:57:35.286+08:00

Pg 357 of my mother of a book. Huff puff huff puffMajor PMS these days. Horrible horribleHad dinner with eugene yesterday. The airport has undergone major renovation man. So many thgs there now. jh, shall we go there one day?I have tons of thgs to do but i am SOOOOOO BOREDDDDDD!!! SOB. I'm hollowing out.

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1159979907767422912006-10-05T00:24:00.000+08:002006-10-05T00:38:27.783+08:00

300 pages done. 300 more to go. Huff puff Huff puff

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1159631824282845812006-09-30T23:13:00.000+08:002006-09-30T23:57:04.320+08:00

When for my echo today. Results dipped a little. My heart has apparently grown slightly bigger even though it's supposed to shrink. So damn annoying right. Doctor is worried about my weight so i'm going to see a dietician on monday. I have dilated cardiomyopathy. Tt's the exact diagnosis. After all these years i dun even noe wat i had so now i know. heh

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1159286368372931902006-09-26T23:58:00.000+08:002006-09-26T23:59:28.406+08:00

Okie, i take that back.Today's group project was great. I have not had such a good laugh for a looong time:) All of them are so damn funny.

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1159234902612318692006-09-26T09:31:00.000+08:002006-09-26T09:41:42.636+08:00

I just looked at my schedule and realised that I have the rest of my assignments due on the last week of October. CRAAAAAAP. And I thought my hell week was over. dang. And all those readings! soooob:(I have to go back to school later to "discuss" our group presentation. I hate group work. We go there, try to sound smart and then go home. Damn annoying. So far, there was only once that I was

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1158649479774302102006-09-19T14:58:00.000+08:002006-09-19T15:04:39.790+08:00

Because I'm having hell of a busy week, I completely forgot about my International Relations presentation today (so actually its 2 essays, 3 presentations and one test). Needless to say, I was horrified. I was supposed to talk about the Israeli-Lebanon conflict. I knew shit so i spun some stupid tale about realism and security while looking confident. Talk about impromptu crap.hehjh's right. I'm

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1158425930166463442006-09-17T00:36:00.000+08:002006-09-17T15:23:17.696+08:00

To the beautiful girl who is more at home at sea than Steve Irwin would ever be:You may thk differently but that letter mattered to me. I never blamed you. Ahh...but pple usually thk I'm petty for some strange reason. Must be my pasty looking complexion and gaunt face that twists my mouth into a snarl like my mom says. Sigh, nobody was at fault and I never expected thgs to be the same. However, I

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1158418545948744882006-09-16T22:37:00.000+08:002006-09-16T22:55:45.986+08:00

Correction. I have 2 essays, 2 presentations and ONE mid-term test next week. Sigh, this is what you get for not checking your schedule.My aim is to finish my corruption essay by tomorrow. Right now, the only words on my essay are "When India achieved Independence". Hahahahaha:) When Meiling heard XJ and I were doing India, she said "Wah, India super a lot of corruption man". OOoh she's right.

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1158250422538727612006-09-15T00:01:00.000+08:002006-09-15T00:13:42.586+08:00

Feeling very sleepy. Sigh but have got to finish my stuff first cos nxt wk is gonna be shitty and I don't want it to be shitty. Stuffing myself with lime mint mentos. Paul told me it kills sperms but I don't have sperms so I don't care.You know the world isn't quite right when the first thg your dad says to you when you step into the house is "I hate cat's urine" and the first thg your mum says

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1157946120891766982006-09-11T11:31:00.000+08:002006-09-11T11:42:01.000+08:00

Wanted to wake up early today to do some studying. I failed of course. Woke up at 930 feeling completely exhausted for some strange reason. Argh. And now I have to go to school myself:(Sigh film and history in a few hours. Love the films but hate the atmosphere. So blardy noisy and crowded. Should not have taken this module in the first sememster of the academic year. I forgot about having to

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1157729986026978552006-09-08T23:02:00.000+08:002006-09-08T23:39:46.160+08:00

From jh. 10 songs which i like.1. The steadfast love of the Lord (not sure if this is the title)- You know, when thgs are going shitty, everybody has a song tt they'd sing to encourage themselves. This is mine. It makes me feel a lot of better.2. Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen- Susie performed a great version of it on Rock Star INXS and i loved it ever since. The lyrics dun make sense but who cares.3

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1157473416696244102006-09-06T00:17:00.000+08:002006-09-06T00:23:36.730+08:00

And King David said "I was young and now I am old, yet I have NEVER seen the righteous forsaken or their children begging bread". Who am I to worry?Pulp Fiction is a great show! Hilarious:)I got a teaching assistant for my International relations tutorial. Crap. I got her before and the verdict is not so good. However, I am now much wiser than I was in my first year. I will finish my essay fast

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1157345478980731292006-09-04T12:49:00.000+08:002006-09-04T12:51:18.980+08:00

ahhhh....wat's better than a good sermon on a bright sunny afternoon:) I feel as fresh as a daisy.hehe

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1156091753227834132006-08-20T23:59:00.000+08:002006-08-21T00:37:35.573+08:00

I'm going to attempt this liberating exercise on andy's recommendation. So I'll tell you about myself and if you can, you shld probably do sthg like this as well. hehe:) Meilay, this would beat the "what makes you happy" list in getting to know me.Okie, let's start with the basics. I do not have any interesting hobbies mainly because I have a very short attention span and thus I flit around doing

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1155822031949025322006-08-17T21:39:00.000+08:002006-08-17T21:41:08.706+08:00

This song aptly describes by schooling experience since nurseryWhat's up by 4 non-blondesTwenty - five years and my life is stillTrying to get up that great big hill of hopeFor a destinationAnd I realized quickly when I knew I shouldThat the world was made up of this brotherhood of manFor whatever that meansAnd so I cry sometimesWhen I'm lying in bedJust to get it all outWhat's in my headAnd I am

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1155660938868506592006-08-16T00:39:00.000+08:002006-08-16T00:55:38.896+08:00

For those of you who were Malaysian Cup fans during the days of Fandi Ahmad and Abbas Saad (not sure if this is spelt right), you'd remember Steven Tan. It's really funny. The papers used to brand him as a supersub as if it's a very flattering term. I wouldn't be pleased at all if i were him. It's like I'm only good enough when there's nobody or it there's a need to "spice thgs up". Then today,

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1155188727997238552006-08-10T12:24:00.000+08:002006-08-10T13:45:28.116+08:00

From meilay:Identify 50 thgs that make you genuinely happy1. A cockroach-free world2. Talking rubbish with my friends3. Talking rubbish with my family4. Wanton mee!!! (good ones of course not crap-tasting ones like those they sell at NUS biz canteen)5. Walking into a first tutorial and finding a prof rather than a Teaching Assistant waiting in class (nthg can explain my joy i tell you)6. Watching

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1154773079948574152006-08-05T18:04:00.000+08:002006-08-05T18:48:02.260+08:00

The ABRSMs are in town again. The same enthusiastic twit from the neighbouring block has taken to practising his/her piano at 6 in the morn. Talk about moments of madness. The only ivories you'd see is that of my pearly whites when I bare them in anger. I pray, OH I PRAY, for his/her musical ambitions to succeed super-abundantly. Let's say along the lines of being accepted by the St Petersburg

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1154013345272529382006-07-27T23:02:00.000+08:002006-07-27T23:15:45.350+08:00

Is "Genting" pronounced as gern-ting or jan-ting?Had diarrhoea for the first half of the week and now i'm down with flu. My mother is NOT pleased at all. She's glaring at me from the corner of her eye even as i type this. *shudder*heheI think God is coming back for us soon. This middle east crisis is just beginning. A friend from tj once told me she hated the jews. Well, the pain and suffering of

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1153220574910740052006-07-18T18:32:00.000+08:002006-07-18T19:02:54.930+08:00

So there i was. Roasting my ass by my bedroom window this afternoon while playing hymns on this ukelele(is this the right spelling?)-like thgey that my mom got from the Philippines. It's been a long time since I felt that kind of peace esp since no one was home. Sigh:)I loove the e-resources NUS has. The sad thg is that not many pple use it even though they pay a hell lot for it through their

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1152115007504874152006-07-05T23:49:00.000+08:002006-07-05T23:56:47.523+08:00

For all those with boyfriends, please don't suck his titties in public or attempt to kiss him anywhere near that area when you're on the MRT. It's disgusting and incredibly amusing.I did some calculations. I would have to make it to the dean's list for the nxt two sems. hahahahaha:) so funny but what the heck, it's high time i did anyway.Today, I signed the termination form for my drum lessons.

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1151134251003307892006-06-24T15:10:00.000+08:002006-06-24T15:30:51.026+08:00

I hate it when pple see me at my most vulnerable. Say when I'm really sick, crying or alone. It's just a horrible feeling. I feel like the ultimate loser when that happens despite the good intentions of the pple around me.Just recovered from food poisoining. NEVER will I eat the ham and cheese sandwich from cedele again. I hate throwing up. I cldn't even retain water that I tried to drink. So

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1150629261071351312006-06-18T19:09:00.000+08:002006-06-18T19:14:21.086+08:00

I don't club so when pple mention that they're going for Mambo nite, I always thot it must be sthg "cool". But then, Liangcai told me sthg about mambo nite that was absolutely hilarious. Hahahahaha, we were both laughing (or at least I was) hysterically in our office cubicle. Now, I'd never see pple who go for mambo nite the same way again:)Kah Ming is trying to get me to watch this artsy-fatsy

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1150210077542364942006-06-13T22:26:00.000+08:002006-06-13T23:47:22.443+08:00

So I have been helping NUS check all the degree scrolls. *shudder* My eyes hurt, my arms hurt and my neck hurts. But what the heck, I'm grateful to get some money:) A note to all future parents: pls dun give your kids ridiculous names cos future scroll checkers like me would laugh at them. hahaha very bad i know but i can't help it! Gave some examples but i decided to cut them out. Dun want to

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1149601924481318732006-06-06T21:50:00.000+08:002006-06-06T21:52:04.496+08:00

I love the way Tim McGraw looks at Faith Hill...Tt's one marriage that is going to last a loooong time:)

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1148529735016997882006-05-25T11:49:00.000+08:002006-05-25T12:02:15.110+08:00

The violence of youths these days is astounding. It gives a new meaning to that phrase in "Zombie": "And when the violence cause such silence..". Maybe MOE shld make it compulsory for all schools to sing "One Love" for assembly while holding hands. Taylor hicks won:( WHY????!!! Mcphee shld have won.Going to watch X-Men later with my fat bro. Have to watch it twice. The other time with XJ

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1148272965886148342006-05-22T12:33:00.000+08:002006-05-22T12:42:45.900+08:00

I thk I have become a DVD addict. I am VideoEzy's number one patron. The staff at the Loyang Point branch know me by name. hahahaha so I felt really horrible when Pastor Prince said it's useless to spend so much time watching movies. Actually I wanted to change my msn nick to "Jesus is my Jack Bauer" but decided against it.hahahaha. I'm saving up money to buy a portable DVD player. I'm eyeing

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1147348189465230642006-05-11T19:19:00.000+08:002006-05-11T19:49:49.480+08:00

I was never a good conversationalist. I try real hard though but I do not possess that gift that pple like Rose have. I hope tomorrow would be a good day if you noe what I mean.I'm bored already. Recently, I've been feeling the urge to run! jump! and oh yes, do sit-ups!! my fav activity b4 I became certain health issues cropped up. I asked my uncle if I could do sit-ups and he said, "CHOI! DO

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1147006991905600022006-05-07T20:47:00.000+08:002006-05-07T21:03:11.920+08:00

I just love the post-examination period. It's so nice to have glorious days of doing absolutely nothing stretched out in front me. Well, that's till I get a little skint. Then I'd have to get my bum out of the house and go work. Anyway, I have started to clean up my room which is in a horrifying state (yes, even by my standards). Of course I couldn't clean the whole mess today so I started with

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1146450858191154822006-05-01T10:24:00.000+08:002006-05-01T10:34:18.206+08:00

Watched the Lords of Dogtown recently. NICE show!!go watchOk, so most of the world is out playing already while I still have to mug for my exam on thurs. Bummer! Doesn't help that KM keeps reminding me of this fact. She finds it highly amusing.I realise why my essays and ramblings are staggered and incoherent. It's because I don't thk much. I live each day as it is without wallowing on thoughts.

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1146106492821737172006-04-27T10:50:00.000+08:002006-04-27T10:54:52.836+08:00

wooohoooo! i've got peace like a river in my heart:)Last night, I chatted with a friend whom i met at the graduation convo on msn. I've never talked to her since then. I thk she must have been really happy about recently graduating with honours. So happy she was spreading the joy.hahahaha it was very funny actually. she was like "I have reached the finishing point!!!". This to a girl who has 2

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1145591574483994302006-04-21T11:46:00.000+08:002006-04-21T11:52:54.493+08:00

I don't know how pple can take accountancy as their career. What shit! All these share issue costs, contingent liabilities, debit and credit, credit and debit blah blah. Siao. I feel giddy just looking at my notes. Worse, i realise that I have no tutorial notes for the last 2 chapters which jinhua thks are highly important. Now, why is tt so? Cos yours truly didn't pay attention in class!!! Well,

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1144947354192977272006-04-14T00:28:00.000+08:002006-04-14T00:55:54.300+08:00

This is a sign of boredom.Fun though:)1. My ex is: sigh, don't have :(2. Maybe I should: be more tidy3. I love: my friends and my family a lot4. I don't understand: why pple just can't move to the back of the bus5. I lose: my thgs all the time6. People say I'm: the best thg that ever happened to them *wink*7. Love is: sthg that makes your heart dance8. Somewhere, someone is: telling a kid to "

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1144858977915265822006-04-13T00:07:00.000+08:002006-04-13T00:25:45.650+08:00

It's strange. At this point of time last sem, I was alr 75% done with my revision but this sem, I don't thk i'm even 50% done now. I don't feel frantic though. There's a peace knowing that God and I will work sthg out:)Anyway I saw Kui Jien at PS today. It was really funny. He had this scowl on his face and it looked weird on that baby face of his. Almost like he was trying to act like a bad boy.

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1143469525939903062006-03-27T22:15:00.000+08:002006-03-27T22:25:26.310+08:00

It is the time of the semester where everybody is stressed and frazzled. We're all trying to finish the last of our assignments so that we can start our exam revision asap. All the people around me have displayed classic symptoms of stress:xiangjun has resorted to grunting in her replies; it's esp bad in the morning when we're both tired. she'd stare at me with vacant eyes as if to say "this girl

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1141871708520274942006-03-09T10:34:00.000+08:002006-03-09T10:35:08.530+08:00

I'm a song, written by the hands of God:)

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There is a certain peace that comes from listening to God's word. I wished I had gone to New Creation Church earlier instead of FC. It has changed my life quite a bit. Incredibly soothing to hear sermon cds especially when you've had a really bad day and you're just crying alone in your room complaining to God about how thgs suck. But after the verbal diarrhoea and listening to an encouraging msg

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1140702318489070132006-02-23T21:35:00.000+08:002006-02-23T21:45:18.503+08:00

my dad made my mom cry.again.she's sobbing in the kitchen now. seriously, my dad is an ingrate and a totally unreasonable man. he has so much pride in him that he refuses to take on any job that he finds menial even though they are not. worse, he accuses my mom of not doing athg and squandering away money.Like hello?he doesn't even bring in any dough. It's so sad really.Seeing the both of them

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1140690277843582582006-02-23T18:15:00.000+08:002006-02-23T18:24:37.853+08:00

I'm stuck. After spending the whole day typing frenatically away, i realise that i can't explain how hist, econ, geog factors contributes to the volatility of bilateral relations. woohooooooo. So here i am, staring out of my window hoping against hope that the next bird that passes by would be from God sending me solutions for my essay. I just hope that ah Chiew would get lost amidst the jumble

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1140259715168682842006-02-18T18:12:00.000+08:002006-02-18T18:48:35.230+08:00

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:1. Jolene2.Jolene2. Girl (for my parents)THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:1.Jolene2.Jolene3.jolene (this is soo stupid)THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:1.oh er...nice skin? (save a lot on all those products)2.I'm thin3. oh no, i can't thk of anymoreTHREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:1.curly hair:(2. dry skin3. too shortTHREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1139925585845396482006-02-14T21:42:00.000+08:002006-02-14T21:59:45.930+08:00

It's Valentines' Day! and what the hell am i doing??Figuring out what dear Dr Alan Chong means by "Are Singapore's bilateral relations with her Southeast Asian neighbours burdened by historical animosity more than issues of economic interdependence?". whatever.*looks exasperated* not like the TA would know what we're saying anyway *looks even more exasperated* No clue what's going on in FNA

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1138722296298327372006-01-31T22:51:00.000+08:002006-01-31T23:44:56.356+08:00

7 things that make me smile:- Cute guys (I giggle like a schoolgirl)- When I think of Phoebe from FRIENDS singing Smelly Cat- Going down that slope thing at Kallang airport- When my friends laugh- When my grandparents laugh at my jokes/antics- wantan mee!!- Sleepovers with Kah Ming:)7 things to win my heart:- Liking me for who i am and telling me precisely what you like about me without sounding

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1138113631396064382006-01-24T22:38:00.000+08:002006-01-24T22:40:31.413+08:00

I always believe that sons share a special thing with their moms. The level of respect they have for their fathers largely depends on the way their dads treat their moms. I finally understand why Lester hates my dad so much. It's because he makes my mom cry. I'll never marry a man who makes me cry like that.Never.

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1136874217765064082006-01-10T14:20:00.000+08:002006-01-10T14:23:37.780+08:00

It's scary to see your primary school frens.Really.Came across this guy's blog.He used to go to my pri school and he had this pic with 3 other frens incidentally from my pri schl also. It's like WOOHOOO! what the hell happened in the last decade?! they look so different.Spooky.I wish i had one of those drastic changes thg:(

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1136719535830775372006-01-08T19:12:00.000+08:002006-01-08T19:25:35.883+08:00

Life has dealt Kah Ming and I a cruel hand. Taichi lessons for beginners actually start in April instead of this month.SIGH. I need to get some exercise and some sun. It's very important! I need to speed up the healing process. If not for the fact that I don't believe in pronouncing bad things over my life, I'd agree with KM's notion that I'm wasting away.I have lost weight again. 41kg now. At

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1136268468913495342006-01-03T13:31:00.000+08:002006-01-03T14:07:48.970+08:00

I just chanced upon my bro's blog and couldn't help but read his most recent posts (I know I'm a noseyparker). It was strange to see another side of him and yet saddening that he holds himself in such low esteem.The part that struck me was when he said "I still hate my dad". I always knew this but it's just different hearing him say it or rather see it materialise in words. From the bottom of my

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1136127376973714342006-01-01T22:23:00.000+08:002006-01-01T22:57:03.226+08:00

So,here we stand at the beginning of 2006.It's starting to hit me that I'm about to leave my teenage years behind:( Each year seems to fly faster than the last and is it just me or does God pack more lessons into them?Paradigms and perspectives change and it's scary to see how different I am now compared to say 2-3 years ago. I no longer possess unattainable ambitions. Hahaha, to think Kah Ming

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1135829981689693252005-12-29T12:12:00.000+08:002005-12-29T12:19:41.700+08:00

I think my life is destined to cross that of scary, overenthusiastic taxi drivers. Encountered another one yesterday. The guy was just plain weird man. Kept on talking to himself and singing a medley of what i think was Christmas Carols. It wasn't so bad until he started reading out signs loudly and abruptly. For example we passed by the SMU campus and he suddenly yelled, at the top of his voice,

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1135580509261264442005-12-26T14:44:00.000+08:002005-12-26T15:01:49.273+08:00

whereas some pple have admirable passion for something, otheres merely have compulsive disorders. Just like the girl/boy/man-thing living across my block.Sigh, I really don't have athg against the piano even though I had caused my 3 ex-piano teachers immense grief but to hear the Turkish March day in and day out is a bit too much. Turkish March in the morning and Turkish March late at night to

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1135332770275311922005-12-23T17:35:00.000+08:002005-12-23T18:12:50.310+08:00

this post is for God who has NEVER once left/failed me despite all my bitchings that He's cruel when things don't go my way or all those iniquities that i feel deeply ashamed of just thinking about it:As you all know i did shittily for my first year. USP even sent a letter saying that they do not recognise students with a cap below 3.5. Before the start of Year 2, I told God that I didn't know

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1134969944498904712005-12-19T13:05:00.000+08:002005-12-19T13:25:44.533+08:00

As you can see, my modem's finally fixed:)wahaha wahahahahahahah WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA *looks smugly at Kah Ming* Anyway, so wat's been happening in my mind-boggling, supremely thrilling, highly coveted life?FIRSTLY, I finished the Harry Potter series. Always thought it was stupid and demonic but alas, reality has a cruel sense of humour. I was addicted from start to finish. I know I'm a bit slow in

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1133412428827339642005-12-01T12:36:00.000+08:002005-12-01T12:47:08.836+08:00

I am at KM's house.again. hahahaha, we're both or rather I am soaked in the post-examination euphoria:) so many things I want to do but at the same time I don't want to do athg as well. It's a happy problem I tell you.to Meilay: cannot go on to MSN cos nobody cares about my ruined modem:(anyway, I hope ethg is okie. Not sure what it's all about but you don't sound very good on your blog. If you

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1132567892026472392005-11-21T17:58:00.000+08:002005-11-21T18:11:33.093+08:00

my modem is officially ruined.Such bad timing. So here i am sitting by Kah Ming's bed using her internet. Had my first paper today so i'm suffering from really bad inertia. Was ecstatic to find out that most of wat i spotted came out. And then...i realise...that i couldn't remember many points which i had studied. Crap.Negates ethg man. KM's house is really quiet. Scary. There's this particular

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1131201446352699542005-11-05T22:24:00.000+08:002005-11-05T22:37:26.363+08:00

Po Chai pills are a lot more effective than Lomotil. Trust me on tt one. Had diarrhoea today. Bummer. Couldn't even enjoy Lester's B'dae dinner at Jack's Place. Had to run to the loo to shit out 20 bucks worth of food. Wasted i tell you.2 weeks more to my first paper. My poor laptop has been running overtime due to the amount of notes i have to type:( it is now emitting a burning plastic smell

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1129912321336943262005-10-22T00:17:00.000+08:002005-10-22T00:32:01.383+08:00

i have just finished my outline for my 2500 essay that's due on Monday. Outline only. Haven't started at all. But i'm surprisingly very calm. God will provide:)Been hearing a lot of stories about how hard pple are studying and how smart they are. sigh...sometimes i wish i had that kind of gift. You know, just look at your readings and you see a thousand and one thgs that others don't. I want to

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1128356301477059102005-10-04T00:11:00.000+08:002005-10-04T00:18:21.483+08:00

sigh, I don't know why I'm so blur and I don't know why I always embarrass myself like this. Just now, I had this crazed notion that this was week 9. Thinking that I had forgotten to attend my tutorial today, I panicked and e-mail my teacher in a frenzy. And then when i went to check, it is not week 9 after all! blardy hell. I had this even/odd week thg. I get so damn confused. Now i don't know

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1127825277293235922005-09-27T20:46:00.000+08:002005-09-27T20:47:57.296+08:00

I can't get Pink Floyd's "wish you were here" and Queen's "bohemian Rhapsody" out of my head

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1127057459271469172005-09-18T23:20:00.000+08:002005-09-18T23:30:59.276+08:00

okay the latest health report:heart function: 19% (thot it was 21 but apparently not)Doc said it's probably going to remain tt way for the rest of my life so tt means i'll be on permanent medication and i'll be adding to his coffers for as long as i live. bugger, said it's been 2 yrs and no improvement so heart muscles prob too damaged to recover. But don't worry, no big deal. God will see to it

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1125673744627173292005-09-02T23:01:00.000+08:002005-09-02T23:09:04.633+08:00

pple of the world, i beg you, pls get me a maid for my b'dae. Even though we can't cope with the housework and all, my mom still obstinately refuses to get a new helper. So we, her children and husband, are suffering badly. Because she's so tired juggling work and housework, she vents her frustrations on us. We get scolded EVERYDAY for EVERYTHING. She'll pick on athg. She can even find fault with

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1125241650125650102005-08-28T22:52:00.000+08:002005-08-28T23:07:30.133+08:00

Hallo! hallo!Haven't been blogging for a long time but I've got a perfectly good reason for that. After my recent IT scare, i have refused to visit blogs lest i attract a host of viruses that i can't combat. However, i decided to take the risk and blog because my dear friend, Rose, sent me a package. Thanks a lot ya Rose!I will enlist DHL's help to send you sthg soon. Sorry i didn't reply earlier

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1123428442775071362005-08-07T23:15:00.000+08:002005-08-07T23:27:22.780+08:00

there are a few things that greatly upsets or unsettles me. Here's a list excluding calamities and tragedies. Those are obvious.1. cockroaches. big or small, near or far, dead or alive. they all freak me out2. lace, sequins or glitter on textiles (i'm not kidding; extremely disturbing i tell you)3. when i can't find my thgs4. soursop juice and rock melons (i will vomit)5. dust (will break out in

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1123315559534389202005-08-06T15:50:00.000+08:002005-08-06T16:05:59.573+08:00

Festival of Praise was GREAT! cld feel the music pulsating through my veins and most importantly, i knew with all my heart that God was in the house. Really needed that. Been feeling very unsettled lately. Don't know why, just thinking a lot which is always bad for me. Plus the fact that bidding for this sem has been a very bad outing for me.sian. Now i'm stuck with 3 PS mods and 2 hist mods (my

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1122718215062053862005-07-30T18:00:00.000+08:002005-07-30T18:10:15.113+08:00

why is it that some pple find it so easy to keep friends? they have gatherings almost every week. JC, church, secondary and even primary schl ones! such is the object of my envy. i don't understand why this part of my life is so barren. The pple whom i have crossed paths with are like grains of sand. The more i try to hold on to them, the faster they slip away. Either that or i'd have a falling

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1122434991758783642005-07-27T11:11:00.000+08:002005-07-27T21:53:04.266+08:00

Siti went home. SOOOOOOOB. So currently the Tan family has a lack of clean clothes, socks etc. Don't blame me if i stink. Plus my mom's a tad touchy. Always happens when Siti goes back:(caught The Island and Sin City. Island's good! Can't say the same for sin city though. Highly disturbing and gory show. *shudder*

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1121788399597117322005-07-19T23:45:00.000+08:002005-07-19T23:53:19.606+08:00

Okie okie, must make this really fast. Blardy internet connection sporadically goes off.Life's been good man! Had my first cooking lesson yesterday:) hahahaha is that cool or what?!! *spits on the floor*Went for my checkup last saturday. Not too good. Cardio said my blood pressure dipped and i have a goitre or some shit like that due to an iodine deficiency. Nvm, God will deliver me from the

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1121179734301525782005-07-12T22:36:00.000+08:002005-07-12T22:48:54.306+08:00

argh! i feel horrible. Had tuition today and i told my tutee's mom that he needs to do his homework because i cannot help him otherwise. To my horror, she scolded him till he started crying. Felt so guilty after that but sigh, i don't have a choice. My dad said i'm not inspiring him enough to gain his interest but what can i do? He's failing and i'm no montessori. *sob* hopefully he doesn't hate

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1120274822165291832005-07-02T11:10:00.000+08:002005-07-02T11:27:02.170+08:00

"I also admire Dr Mahathir. He made sure there wasn't any racial prejudice in the country by treating the Malays and the Chinese equally" - Christopher Lee Ming Shun-i'm so gonna tell prof Quah.3 hrs before i meet my charge for the first time. Feeling a little excited but i'm dreading it to some extent also.

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1120111857709755002005-06-30T13:59:00.000+08:002005-06-30T14:10:57.713+08:00

I think I should never go into business. Sigh, no business acumen to sniff out good deals plus I'm not ruthless enough. hahahahaha and they say that's where all the big bucks are. sob.Don't you just love the hols? I'm relaxing and lavishing every single minute:) i sleep, watch wimbledon and let's see, sleep and watch wimbledon. wooohoooo. For the ill-informed, it's not an aimless existence. It's

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1119504645805501972005-06-23T13:19:00.000+08:002005-06-23T13:30:45.813+08:00

i had one of those life-defining moments yesterday whilst travelling in the cab. After so long i finally realised what was wrong! Why are my grades bad?Am i without a purpose? Why are my priorities ever changing? okie so now i know. i need to start making decisions on my own and not just follow my friends because apparently we're vastly different in the things we're good at. No wonder i'm always

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1119359462899643462005-06-21T21:01:00.000+08:002005-06-21T21:11:02.906+08:00

YAY!!!!! finally learnt how to do this! woohoo:)Me and 2 of my most favourite pple on earthfinally my internet connection revived itself. crossing my fingers that this is not short-lived

jolenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13860305544562831618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6106206.post-1118981867777213262005-06-17T12:15:00.000+08:002005-06-17T12:17:47.780+08:00

i wish i had more patience. i do love my grandparents.A LOT actually but when they keep repeating themselves and asking the same qns it can get really frustrating esp when i'm tired. i'm bad rite?i know...argh stomachache.

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so jh mended tt heart-breaking post.finally!hahaha anyway she gave me a "breathtaking" ride around her estate in her mom's merc. it was rather refreshing i wld say.saw a lot of thgs tt i normally wldn't see.plus it isn't everyday tt i come across a set of wheels tt moves slower than i walk.hahahahaha she's cute man going at 20km/h.we were going so slow the birds didn't even move away when we

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What i want:

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"The steadfast love of the Lord never ceasesHis mercies never come to an endThey are new every morningNew every morningGreat is thy faithfulness O LordGreat is thy faithfulness"Such a beautiful song. So simple but yet encompasses all that He is. It has been playing in my head since we sang it on Sunday

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Ten Years Ago (1995), I...(was in P4)- had the weirdest hair in schl- was a powerhouse in English;was beaten to the post of best in standard for english by a mere 1/2 mark (unfortunately the legacy stopped there)- was rich. very very rich *sigh*- sucked at chinese- had many friendsFive Years Ago (2000), I...(Was in Sec 3)- Was in the bestest school ever- had softball training all the time- still

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terribly unedifying post.to jh: hey babe, haven't heard from you in a v long while. don't dare to disturb you also cos you're always busy. call me when you're free k?

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why are all the miss universe contestants so young?!madness, and they look 10 yrs older than memet this cool guy during wrk today.he noes where to get ushering jobs tt pay 15 bucks an hr.I've been surfing around all the arts sites but couldn't find any.Definitely God's providence:)so i get paid $100 to attend training which lasts barely 4 hrs and where i do nthg but sit around or pretend to be a

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It's a beautiful day!!i like it:)caught star wars last nite and boy was it good.a solid 2 and a half hrs of non-stop action.it's amazing how movies reflect the realities of life sometimes.was struck when Yoda told Anakin tt the fear of losing sthg or someone leads pple to the dark side. ooooh, i love small green thgs.Read ET's blog which reminded me of sthg similar in Terry Brook's Shannara

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i enter and leave pple's lives quickly so wat does tt make me?it saddens me sometimes to know tt i'm quite replaceable.i try my best though.really, i do.i thk this is how impotent men feel.okay,tt's irrelevant.went to holland V today to celebrate hweng and ET's b'dae.It's during outings like this tt Rose's absence is deeply felt.Not tt we did not have fun but it's quiet without her.Rose is like a

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KM used to tell me tt different friends perform different functions in our lives and tt no one friend can fulfill all your emotional needs. Always thot it was bullshit:)used to get really bitter when i find out tt pple whom i consider as gd friends don't necessarily reciprocate the friendship i thot we had. hahaha but now i know wat she's talking about and it really gives a new perspective on how

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am at km's house now. going for interviews later.sigh, despite my valiant efforts, i cld not find any job openings at petlovers or any pet shops. v upsetting.i want to do so many thgs but i need God to open some doors for me. AND i want to balloon sculpt but guess wat. i cldn't even find ONE balloon sculpting workshop in s'pore now.bummeroh i really really really want to form a christian band.

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